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Friday, March 31, 2006
arghh . so pissed off . bloody 0ld man tan . he was pratically irritating me , Zi Xuan and Mavis . stop pin-pointing us for doing things which we obviously did not . For good ness sake . can he please open his bloody eyes WIDE and BIG . Firstly , i didn even bloody touch till the magazine which i have placed it on my table and he accuses me of READING it . Secondly , Zi Xuan came over to my desk is just to " borrow a pen " from me . she didn even fucking touch the magazine and he bloody accuses her of FLIPPING my magazine . Thirdly , Mavis didn even walk to my desk and he just blindly said that she walked over to my desk . what the holy shit .
cause i was fcuking pissed off so i gave him attitude then during lesson he kept looking at me ; i was look at the text book then suddenly he say in chinese " you(Me) and you(Zi Xuan) . follow me . i bring you to Miss Tan office ." so both of us just follow him then while walking along the corridoor , he suddenly turn his head around and say that " you two stand at the door there" so we walk back then again he say " no no no . i think i i bring you two see miss janet ." then i say " huh . who miss janet ?" then zi xuan say " miss tan shiok teng . " so we went down then when HE saw Miss Tan , he go talk all the crap to her . after he left , me n xuan explain everything to her then she believe us but . she confiscated my magazine . what the hell . i haven even read it . $3.00 lehh . neh neh . so after talking to her she walk us back to the class .
During recess time , cause i was sitting with Wei Jie , Zi Xuan , Mavis , Xin Yi and Gladys then HE suddenly shouted across the canteen and ask me and Zi xuan and MAVIS to go over to his there . what the hell lah . even MAVIS was involve . then he at there scold n scold n scold . he`s just making our life miserable . he knew that we didn see the principal earlier on so he wanted us to see her . no matter what . so he just scold n scold . cause Miss Tan was talking to Mr Sarsi so he use the time to SCOLD US . fcuk him . after Mr Sarsi finish talking to the principal , so he went to bull shit to miss tan . then so embarrass lor . the whole pri 6 saw us been scolded by him but only 6C and 6B saw Mr Tan bull shitting to Miss Tan . then he(sya) was looking at me . then the whole 6C was looking at me too . and Zi Xuan and Mavis . -.- then 6C saw 3 of us following Miss Tan to her office . then they have those O.O look . eyes wide open . mouth too .
wahh . her office so cold lor . i was freezing to death . then she talk to us . then i explain to her and guess what she say , she say " so you think Mr Tan is lying? " then bla bla bla . poor Zi Xuan . she got scolded the most . i`m the most least one . then Mavis so poor thing . was left in her office alone cause principal asked me n xuan to go to the toilet to pin up our PRECIOUS hair . -__-" then she call 3 of us to go up to our repective classroom and take our "zhou wen and Xi Zi " and she only gave us 5 minutes to ran back n fro . wa lao . so 3 of us dashed to our classroom . then when i reach the class room , Mrs So asked me what happen so i explain everything to her then she didn scold me . she talk to me in a very nice tone . she say " so in future what must you do Jolynn?" then i say " huh . keep my book in my bag." then she nod her head thne i told her that miss tan wants me to take my chinese book to let her see so Mrs So say ok then when i was about to walk out of the classroom , she say " you should have completed your homework alreayd right?" then i say ya so she check lol . she just flipped through . then i quickly ran down then when i look back , i saw xuan n mavis running too . haha . when we reach Miss Tan office , she checked our book and keep on say xuan n mavis results sure not good by not looking at the report card . but she didn say me cause . . . . . . hehe . after one hour of her scolding , we went back to our class . omg . cant believe that 3 of us got punish for 2 hours by standing up . -__-" 1st was in our class miss tan ask us to stand actually she wont but upon seeing so many of us not doing our homework , she flared up . 2nd was 3 of us stood at miss tann office for 1 hour plus .
during lunch break Haiqal saw me then he say " Jolynn . why you never stead with syakirin ?" -__-"
through out the whole supplymentry lesson , i gave HIM attitude . and he kept looking at me . he totally sucks lah . need to stop for bout 5 times and each time we stop he would nag at us . then the whole class got damn pissed off .
went to the bus-stop . rot with xuan n wei jie . then saw Adam . he never fail to say " Jolynn , syakirin lehh." -.- saw Farhan , Zulhaily and Haiqal too . then they laugh at my nonsense . haha . damn . when i was at the bus-stop , the bloody hypocrite , 2 headed snack BITCH kept looking at me . then when i turn my head i saw her , she quickly hide herself . so CHILDISH . would she just bloody FUCK FAR AWAY FROM ME . seeing her my blood just boil . YUCKS . after that the bus came so me , xuan , wei jie n AN AN . cute cute . hehex . ta ta . i`m off to complete my COMIC and homework n project . kekex .
- you`r just so dear to me -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
1:21 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Thursday, March 30, 2006
omg . so cold . i`m freezing to death . i`m having a fever now .
wahh . just now after Enrichment class me n Wei Jie went to the pond there and wait for Zi Xuan they all . soon , Denzel came to join us then after awhile , it started to drizzer as it was not very heavy , so the 3 of us was playing under the rain then suddenly , omg . the rain got damn big . haha . so the 3 of us went to the block there to sought for shelter . then Zi Xuan and Mummy ( Mavis) saw us then was at there laughing . soon , they came down and wah . the rain damn big lah . so no choice . me , him , syami , wei jie , zi xuan , denzel and iffah ran to the bus-stop . wa . so wet lah . whole body was soak with water . then when we was about to reach the bus-stop , the rain got even heavier and the wind was very strong so we faster dash to the bus-stop . upon reaching the bus-stop , all of us was laughing . ahha . then xuan and my poor hair damn wet and messy . =.= then he was so "siao" still play under the rain . -.- then Peter , Jia Jun and Ming Hui was also there . then they so funny lor . especiialy peter and Jia Jun . made me laugh like there`s no tomorrw . then me and Peter talk talk . hehe . then help him carry his file ( i very good right ?lol .)
ok . i must praise him(sya) lah . everytime when the bus come ; bus-stop pack with people , he always manage to be the first one to board the bus . i`m the only one who know why . haha . after he , peter , jia jun and ming hui left , left with xuan , iffah , denzel , wei jie , syami . . . etc . . . as the bus-stop was really crowded with people so we went to the minimart instead and guess what . the floor was flooded then secondary 1 people kept kicking the water . so sickening . thought that by going to the minimart the rain which keep on hitting us will reduce but infact , it increases . -.- then saw Jing Yi . so funny . so the group of us decided to head to the bus-stop again . wahh . we stood there like an idiot for about 1 hour plus . -.- saw alot of i know the people . my cousin Alex , Leong Aik ( stupid monk) , Pei yi , Ivy , and Leslie . talk to them for awhile then after that saw Joseph walking towards the bus-stop . wa . he so pro . rain so heavy yet he was still taking his own sweet time to walk to the bus-stop . -.- then he saw me then both of us keep looking at each other then laugh . haha . then he call me to go over to his there but i dont want . lol .
so the group of us ( xuan , wei jjie , syami . . . etc) talk talk lor . then the bus-stop get lesser and lesser people . YAY . lol . then so cold lah . syami so cute . cute cute cute . he was so cold that he kept shivering . haha . cute cute lah . then he so bad . he say ("Jolynn . syakirin leh ?") then i say ("he went home already.") then he laugh . upon seeing him laugh , i then realize that he is only teasing me . -.- then after that he told me some thing .
Syami: Jolynn . syakirin in the school .
Jolynn: your head lah . he go home already .
Syami: no . he still in the school .
Jolynn: no lor . just now he was running to the bus-stop with us lehh . he just now also here with us .
Syami: ooo . syakirin ran beside you . ^^
upon hearing this , Iffah ask me why so many people saw me they will always say bout sya . lol . then i say nothing . =D so she asked Syami . cause he spoke in malay so i dont understand then i ask iffah what he said then iffah say
Syami ask me . " Remember last year during pri 5 that time , syakirin like to bully Jolynn? then you remember what Mdm Munirah said , she said that if a boy likes to bully a girl , means he like the girl . "
-______-" i asked many of them and they said its true . lol . hmm . well . after hearing this , i got a better answer . haiix . HE will like SOMEONE very SOON . haiix .i know its gonna happen .
at 12.40p.m , went down to the canteen to have our break . went to find Zi Xuan , Mavis , Gladys and Xin Yi . after talking for awhile , i asked xuan to go to the Maths Corner there so the group of us went . then sit at the kerb there . talk for awhile then OMG . the so call "gang" came . (theres him , Adam , Zulhaily , Syafi , Afiq , Zulhilmi , Syami , Ismat , Haiqal , and one more guy . i forgotten his name and i think there`s somemore . i forgotten who they were .) walk to the Maths Corner there too . then Zulhimi go splash water at me . -__- then Adam standard one . " Jolynn . syakirin here lehh" then i give him the -__- look then i continue to sit at the kerb then xuan , maviswent to take revenge on the guys . seeing that xuan n mavis is not aorund , so Xin yi followed too .lol . then cause they alot people so the 2 of them ran off . left me . -____-" then zulhaily saw me then also standard " dig out your eyeball" LOL . only me and him know whats that . then cause i was walking back to the canteen then Adam see me ; sya was beside him then cause he thought i was angry with him so he say " dont take it too serious lah . " then i " HUH?!?" then he " HUH?!? " then i "HUH?!?" (again) then he also then i laugh . haha . then sya look at me then also laugh . haha . Adam too . hehe . =DD soon . went to assemble at the canteen then so funny . hehe . we are the best school ok . ahha .
Lesson time was damn fun . haha . me , Jia Jie , Jing Ying and Chin Ming kept laughing non-stop . hahah . only the 4 of us know whats happen or should i say what we talked during lesson . hehe . so fun ! i`m loving it . hehe . hope Wednesday faster come again . haha . then can have loads of laughter with them . kekex .
- it seems like you`r avoiding me . haiix . -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
10:44 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
i really have no mood to blog . haiix . really sad . my heart is once again been broken by him . haiix . he just hurt me deeply . guess i need sometime to over come all those torments and agonies he gave me but i guess i cant . whether its a year or a decades i still won`t be able to forget those torments and agonies .
i find myself so corrupted ; feeling totally helpless within,
i bluff my way through life just to forgo those torments and agonies .
now set me free,'these' morbid thoughts just wouldn't stop flitting across my mind,i'm on da verge of insanity .
- hiding my tears behind my fake smile . -
- since that day onwards , i have been putting a fake smile to hide my tears . its has been going on since August 2005 till now . -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
11:00 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Friday, March 24, 2006
hehe . i now in computer lab using this . hope teacher wont spot me . hehe . so boring . find information for project but most of the people go other webbie . hehe . also no want doing except for some . ok shall stop here . go home then continue to update . ^^
[x] i lovee y0u //*
1:08 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
hehe . just got back from xuan`s house . dots .
hmm . he didn come today . *damn worried* must be sick norh . haiis . heart pain . =xXx .
hmm . . . nothing particular happen today . oh ya . one think i remember most vividly was during dismissal time and recess time . during dismissal time , cause i was standing up then Adam saw me then as usual he say " syakirin have come ?" then i say " i dunno lehh " . then he say say while laughing " where he go arh ?" -.- i know what he mean by that . lol .
then during recess time cause i was standing near the dustbin then coinsidentlly , Adam was also there then he say . . . . .
Adam: syakirin never come lehh . where is he ?
Jolynn: ya i know . how i know .
Adam: where is syakirin ?
Jolynn: dunno .
Adam: where is syakirin?
Jolynn: dunno .
Adam: where is shark . . . .
Jolynn: under the sea
while i say "under the sea" , Adam: kirin .
Jolynn: in the dustbin . =x
Adam: haha . i tell him arh .
Jolynn: no no no . kidding only .
Adam: where is syakirin ?
Jolynn: dunno
Adam: where is syakirin?
Jolynn: dunno
***** this sentence was repeated by me and Adam for many times . haha . *****
after school xuan n gladys went to my house . then they use the lap top and play with my dog . hehe . so fun nah . kekes`~ after that went to zi xuan`s house donwstair and do project . dots . is not do . is play and make a mess . =x there`s me , xuan , xin yi , yu hui and chin wee . then something happen . shall not say . hehe . tata`~
- you left me with a broken heart . -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
11:40 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Thursday, March 23, 2006
la la la . ok . i`m moody now . dont really have the mood to blog . well . he didn come to school today . *worried* wonder what happen to him . think he`s sick . hope he take good care of himself . drink loads of water . see doctor and eat medicine on time .
nothing particular happen today . only that lesson was kinda boring . was yawning away `~ =x cant blame me . i`m damn exhausted . as time flies , "riiinnnnggg" break time . went down to the canteen and find my sisters they all . hehe . fun arh . lol . the group of us was laughing non-stop . Yu Hui was always the one cracking jokes . lol . when we are walking to the fish pond , Peter `s hand was holding a bird . the bird fell into the pond . O.O so poor thing . then cause Mavis and Zi Xuan went to look and guess what he say . " go away lah . don`t come . " -.- so arrogant . then when i and gladys was at the stairs there , Adam walk pass me then as usual . . . . . . . . . .
Adam: Jolynn ! ! ! syakirin today never come lehh .
Jolynn: ya i know .
Adam: i know you miss him right ? ya i know .
-_________-""""""""""
then when he finish saying that , my face go -_- then both of us look at each other and laugh . haha . so fun and funny . hehe .
after that went back to class and have the English Enrichment Course . the teacher is just sooooo funny . haha . made the whole class laugh non-stop . then lesson time kept laughing non-stop . so fun . my group mates were Jia Jie , Chin Ming and Jing Ying . haha . Jia Jie and Chin Ming keep making me and Jing Ying to laugh . omg . i must say Jia Jie damn funny lah . haha . then when we were doing the work , me and Jia Jie keep laughing cause we keep thinking bout lame n funny ideas . lol . and guess what , when we show it to the teacher she say " hahaha . very good . very creative . " then me and Chin Ming and Jia Jie keep laughing . including Jing Ying . hehe .
Aiya . you people have to be there then you`ll understand what i mean . hehe . omg . so fun . i`m lovin it . ooooo . can time please fly faster , so that next Wednesday can come faster ; having loads of fun with Jia Jie , Chin Ming and Jing Ying . ^^
- when can you learn to cherish me like i do ? -
- why must you break my heart again and a again ? i thought my broken heart was been mended by you but didn expect it to be rip apart by YOU again . why ? haiix . beside you , no one can mend this broken heart . why . why is it that you keep giving me false hope ? why why why ? i just dont fucking understand . why must you bloody treat me like this ? haiix . -
- my love for you will end here . it started on 24/04/05 and will end on 20/03/06 . . . -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
2:00 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
hees . seems like my blog is dying . LOL`~ been busy watching Prince Of Tennis so dont have the time to blog . hehe . omg . rushing my homework like mad on sunday . LOL`~ get to sleep at 2.35 a.m only . which means i only have 3 hours 15 minutes to sleep ; must well dont sleep . haah . but nvm .. its my fault for not managing my time well . was watching Prince Of Tennis all the time and assume that theres plenty of time left for me so was left till last minute to complete all my homework . T.T was tonning almost everyday ; watch Prince Of Tennis . T.T panda eye . hhaha .
Monday , 19 March , 2006
errmmm . i completely forgotten what happen on that day . haha . erm . . .* scratch head * lol . actually nothing happen lar . hehes .
Tuesday , 20 March , 2006
haiix . i`m really sad . why ? why would things turn out to be like this ? guess my prediction was right . haiix . he treated me as though i`m transparent . i hate it . i hate it whenever i see those thing . haiis . guess my mended heart will be once again be broken ; by him again . i hate it . i hate it . i hate this kind of feeling . why ? why does he want to treat me like this ? did he forgot all the precious moments he gave me and how we spent together ? did his heart went to another girl ? why ? i dunno why things will be like this . before the holiday i was so happy . expecting some good thing to be happen but after the holiday ? what the fuck ?!? didn know things will turn out till this bad . i hate it . i hate it . haiis . how i wish i was not there ; witness n see those nonsensical acts n behaviour ; made me sad n heart broken .
- you broke my heart once again . -
- did you forget those happy n precious u gave me and we spent together ? -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:04 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
sch0ol holidays are here but it doesn look like a holiday to me . To me it looks like how well you can manage your time . lol . true ok . want me to list down how many homeworks are waiting to be completed ?
1) 4 maths worksheets .
2) 2 exercises of grammer .
3) 2 exercises of synthesis and tranformation .
4) 2 exercises of of vocabualry . * require to find each and every words meaning ; one exericse contain 60 words . 2 exercise ; 120 words !
5) Science worksheet . 2005 sa1 paper * damn thick*
6) chinese compo ( been sabo)
7) young scientist card. * require to complete at least half of it . *
aren all this homeworks murdering ? * sigh *
well . on 12/03/06 ; which is one day later then my actual birthday , my family and i went to celebrate my birthday at a so call abandon street . LOL . its creepy ok the place . there`s abandon school , hospital and swimming complex . very "wu lu" *deserted* . and we went to the restaurant ( Lotus Garden) and guess what , the land which the restaurant stands is a swimmimg complex . beside it is the swimmimg pool which you can see through the glass window and there`s news that dunno how many years or decades ago , a boy was drown in the swimmimg pool !!!!! omg . *shiver sent down my spine* *hair stand* . haha .
the variety of food there was sumptuous . *two thumbs up* its like a buffet style yea . each person $17.90 . its cheap ok . not similar to Soul Garden . ai ya . show you peeps the food then you people will know . ^ ^ but . . . .. .. haha . i`ll post up the pictures when i have the time to do so . hehe . 0ff to watch my hubby ; Prince Of Tennis .
- my love for you is more then yesterday and tomorow`s love for be more then today . -
- ii miss y0u more and more as each day goes by . -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
2:45 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Saturday, March 11, 2006
fuck you people . stop making any of my sister cry . damn it . making her cried twice for no reason . what a hypocrite you are . dots .
hmm . today is the last day of term 1 . ohh . i miss my sisters , brothers ,& friends . especially him . ohhh . cant get to see them for 1 week . oohhh . i miss you guys . ooohhh . lol . ok enough . recess that time was soooo fun . haha . cause i gave Farhan the present then he so lame lah . lol . ask me all the funny question like `` you give me milk arh?`` `` you give me wine arh?~`` lol . and still got . alot lar . very funny . ahah . then what get drank .. haha . only me n him know . lol . very fun lah . lol . i`m loving it . talk with my sisters they all . nothing much . haha .
duriing lesson time we did some maths then spring cleaning . lol . so dirty arh . cause i was walking to the toilet with the pail containing dirty water then when i`m outside 6C , many of them block me from going to the toilet then at there `` sya sya sya`` then when i was outside the boys toilet walking to the girls toilet , adam saw me then he shouted and went in to the boys toilet `` syakirin ! ! ! Jolynn outside .`` lol . then all of the malay boys in the toilet was screaming away . -.- ahha . then Adam was at there laughing . -.-
soon mother tongue class . cause i was outside 6B then sya damn funny lah . he threw the rag at on the wall where the art piece is been paste outside his classroom then i laugh like "siao" then he turn around to see me then he also laugh . lol . he purposely make me laugh one . ahha . Mother Tonue class was soooooo . . . angry lar . cause there`s a project then we actually choose our group member ok already then the Mr Tan say what i help u all form a group already . ya group members is in your own class one . then i very angry i say `` Mr Tan , teacher and principle say we must socialise with other class pupils lehh`` then he was speechless upon hearing this . ahah . then the whole class was at there `` ya lor`` or `` agree!`` ahah . so i angry so i say `` if like that i rather do individual work .`` ahah . then i told him lor . xuan too . alot people told him say wanna do individual work lar . ahah . but his final decision is . . . . . . . let us form our own group . hhaha . thanks to me . ! wooot . lol . then when lining up i keep looking at sya`s class with Xin Yi . cause . . .. . hhaha . then i say `` ohh . sya sit with iffah`` then xin yin ,yu hui heard it then they say `` why ? jealous arh?`` -.-
soon . after dismissal went down to the pond there . sooo poor thing the fishes . all dead . cause the water is just so "clean" and the fishes only get to eat once a week . dots . then more n more people gather around the pond . lol . all busybody . then cause i was downstair then sya`s malay class was upstair lining up then i think is Adam or who saw me then he shouted " Jolynn!!! syakirin " -.- . then wait for my class pupils to go down before i went up to my class to take my present from min . ahha . then i went to 6C too . help to look for Xin Yi`s wallet but to no avail . haiis . then i see the class art then i ask `` syakirin art lehh?`` then yu hui say outside the classroom . then i see then i say while pointing at his art `` this is the nicest one among all the art .`` then yu hui n xin yi say `` of cause you say that `` ahhah . then xuan hear liao was at there -.- . LOL`~ soon , went down to find Mr Tan . haiis . compo . got "sabo" by the class . cause Mr Tan say whose compo very good then whole class say me . -.- . Mrs So give so many homework already yet still got his dumb dumb compo . -.- they all say me also not surprsie . cause last year my compo got choosen then was in one so call compo book . haha .
at the bus-stop there saw sya but he didn saw me . he board the bus with Afiq . o... intend to board the bus but alot people and xuan haven cross the road yet . then cause i wa sstanding at the bus-stop there then Farhan came over to find me cause he wanna give me present . ahah . then Adam , Syafi , Azhar and Zulhaily also walk pass me then syafi and zul shouted " Happy Birthday Jolynn ! " lol . then Adam was laughing then he say `` syakirin lehh?`` then i sayy `` syakirin go home already . `` then he say `` syakirin finding you lehh .`` i say `` he go home with afiq already lah .`` then he say . `` syakirin wanna fertilized your egg .``*( Adam is only teasing me . he`s not really asking where sya is .)* -.- . then the "gui lan" kia so suay arh . today keeping saw us . then in school that time xuan purposely go knock into him . ahha . after school he soooo lucky . my bro went home already . if not . . . hahah . say "sayonara" to him . lucky all my jyss friend was not outside the school . then cause he saw us then he went to hide at the sec 1 pupils there whom is our school ex-classmates . then i say " ai yo . sec one only what . my bro and god sis and friend there all sec 3 & 4 lehh. " lol . then he sucks lar . board the same bus as us then cause his card have somthing wrong then cause all of us cannot go in the bus then i and xuan say " kin lah . na me man"(quick lah . so slow) then he faster tap his card again and went up the bus . lol . diao . didn expect him to alight at there interchange with me . -.- . he`s just lucky ok . dots .
- i miss you . -
- say you love me if you mean it -
- i really really love you . don`t ever doubt my love for you will ya -
- will your heart be with another person ? i hope not . *sigh* -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:26 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Friday, March 10, 2006
hmm . today in class was . . . . . . . . lol . scary ! ahha . so gross lah i must say . cause a few of the classmates art piece in there there were bugs ! so gross lah . some more Mrs So wants the boys to catch it so that we can see the insects tranform . O.O then me and Shi Min was screaming away . hahah . so funny . then Hui Ni poke till my hand when she was poking the container . so pain ! my hand bleeds . ok . enough of all this stupid disgusting bugs !
during Mother Tonue class was so pissed off . god damn shit . how can a teacher acted in such a stupid manner . ok . nvm . he sucks . then in class i almost die . zi xuan !!!!!! lol . keeping poking my weist . arghh ! then she go take my bag away . when i wanna take back form her , mummy (mavis) go take from xuan then she ran out of the class and put it ouside her classroom using the door to block it . -.- . then i push her away . haha . then put my stuff in my bag . before i want to carry it , zi xuna go snatch it away . -.- then just nice "shark" went out of the classroom to line up then i say `` help me take back my bag.`` then lol . i was shock lah . lol . he went to kick zi xuan . LOL`~ then she still dun wanna return then sya kick her again then she stil insisted not to return me my bag . lol . then i turn my head miss ong already outside the classroom waiting for us so i say `` faster lah . my teacher waiting already`` lol . then zi xuan faster return me my bag then sya was at there laughing when i say that sentence . lol .
recess time sat with wei jie and xuan . l0l . wei jie also got bluff my me . hahah . lol . so funny . wei jie shi ben ben . hahaha . then the group of us fool around lor . hehe . then i was laughing away cause i rmb how sya kick xuan . haha . then xuan say `` you two(sya and me) gang up and defeat me .`` lol . then i say `` lol . i shock lor . didn expect him to kick you .`` xuan say `` he like you lor , if not why he still will HELP and PROTECT you ?`` LOL`~ after recess in class nothing happen . hehe . only do file-ling . hehe . so messy arh . then me , ben and min was talking . then coz i was opening n closing my file repeatly then ben was talking to me so i forgotten that my hand was in between the file tingy then when i close the file , omg . my hand was also been snap in between . so pain . then ben was at there laughing . lol . so pain . omg . lol . soooon 1.oop.m . riing . but we are still in the class . lol . 1.15p.m then dismiss .
when walking pass the parade square , farhan the crazy terrorist call me then he went . biang biang biang . -.- hahahah . so cute and funny sia hhe . didn saw "shark" . then in the minimart laze around . then suddenly , "shark" walk past then cause he was taking the drinking from the so call ``fridge`` then gladys shouted `` syakirin`` then zi xuan also then i think he was pissed off lah cause when he closing the door of the so call ``fridge`` , he close till very hard then have one loud "bang" sound . then his face show those attitude face. hmm . nvm lor . i`m also not the one who made him angry . hehe . then fool around with xuan n gladys . omg . so fun . laugh till my stomach pain . ahah . also with jian jie too . lol . then xuan say:
Zi Xuan: i today in class tell shark `` wahh . just now protect and help jolynn sia when i take her bag .
Sya: gentlemen what . *LOL`~*
then i say:
Jolynn: i didn expect him to kick you lor .
Zi Xuan: i thought he will hack care you . didn know that he will ``PROTECT & HELP`` you
Jolynn: lol .
***end of conversation******
dun take my heart if you were to break it .
dun say you love me if you didn mean it .
dun hold my hand if it wun last forever .
baby i just cant live without you .
darling i love you forever .
************************************
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
*************Because 0f You*************
不知道你还爱不爱我.. 我怀疑你已经不爱我.. 我哪里做错请你快告诉我.. 我要你知道我永远爱你..如果失去你我就活不下去.. my anata..
你不在~ 当我最需要爱你却不在.. 我受了伤再偷偷好起来,但你不在.. 说什么你已经都不在了.. 我好想你，真的好想你。。
- when i 1st met euu,, i l0ok int0 ur eyes.. the l0ves & care euu gave,, i n0e tis will stay f0reva.. i wun let it st0p,, i pr0mised.. -
- i'm singing LALA s0ngs... t0 recall every little single thing ab0ut euu.. but i failed... -
- 被伤透的心能不能够继续爱你? -
- 没有你; 我还能爱谁`?! -
seri0usly i hav nv try t0 f0rget euu,, nv try f0rget the BEAUTIFUL mem0ries euu gave mi..
- 我要的只是你在我身边 -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:28 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
erm . hmm . well . dunno why i have been feeling moody this few days . ya . its him . him him and still him . hmm . nothing much happen today . feel so bored through out the whole lesson . but Mrs So`s one was pretty interesting . hehe . Mr Tan ? ahah . i can only say BORING .
i`m lonely . ya . very lonely . *sigh* i dun really like 6A although its fun but . . . . . nvm nvm . you people wun understand how i feel . what for i say out . nvm . *sigh*
Farhan didn come to school today . so bored . haha . he over slept . lol . so pathetic . get to only wake up at 10a.m .
erm . recess time nothing happen . haha . onlychit chatt with Wei Jie ! hehe . she rox ok . haha . during lesson time nothing much happen . only did abit of work then have free period . yay ! soon 12.30p.m so went donw to the canteen . lol . should not say is canteen . only walk to the first floor then went up to the 3rd floor again . with min , pei han , derrick , chin ming and gek nian . so fun . ahah . pack our locker and also went to 6B to take the chinese workbook . pei han so good . help me carry the whole stuck of books to Mr Tan table . lol . then the group of us had loads of fun in the staff room with Mr Tan . hehe . then went down to the canteen . so bored . so me and ming mei walk 3 rounds around the school . haha . so fun . while walking saw sya , syami , amir and the stupid xiao nan . then i stare at xiao nan then sya and amir saw it . ahah . then both of them keep looking at me thenn look at xiao nan . bla . i hate him . he sucks . so weird . such a weirdo . e.q low . i.q maybe high . lol . nvm .
soon 1.15p.m . so the stupid peng went to play the music . for goodness sake . we were suppose to settle donw at 1.25p.m not 1.15p.m . stupid peng . then was funny lah . cause went the teacher of sya`s class came , it was an indian .. lol . i dunnno . so hazirah was at there `` omg !`` lol . then coz i was putting my two thumbs up so sya saw it then he realize that its about the teacher so he speak in some sort of indina language . lol . similar to the indian language . lol . then while speaking , he look at me then laugh . lol . upon hearing this , i was laughing away madly . lol . then he laugh together with me too . hehe .
soon , it was 3.00p.m . hehe . dismissal time . while walking out from the school gate , Adam and gang . lol was at there `` jolynn , syakirin .`` -.- lol . but surprisely i didn get to see him . wonder where he go . saw loads of my friends from juying sec . hehe . then saw han too . haha . so fun . in the minimart was so funny . haha . me and Adam kept laughing . lol . but he also evil lah . whenever he see me he will say `` jolynn , syakirin lehh?`` then he will laugh . -.- lol . but he`s fun . lol . so fun lah i must say whenever i`m with him . hehe . so funny . i`m loving it .`~ then saw zul too . he say "syakirin like you leh . i say "oh really" then he say "really . i ask him already ." then i say " ah bla bla bla bla bla" then he hit me . lol . haha .
soon , the bus came so bored the bus with xuan and Denzel . hehe . so fun . lol . with Denzel n xuna . after afew stops Denzel went down . lol . he`s so lame . he alight one stop earlier jsut to cross the road . -.- . then in the bus xuan said to me :
Zi Xuan: i just now in the class ask him who he like . then he keep changing the subject sia . he at there `` teacher say must do what arh ?~`` then i ask him again he say `` teacher say must do what ?!? `` then i say i asking you a question lehh . then he at there `` orh . who i like arh ? erm erm erm ... dunno .`` then i say not Jolynn arh ? then he say and nod his head `` oh ya . Jolynn . Jolynn . ``
Jolynn: lame`~ .
******end of this stupid conversation*****
ok . i dun think he likes me . bla . nvm . nvm . at least i`m well prepared . sigh* gonna have a broken heart again . nvm . nvm . no matter what , i will always love you .
- when i say i love you , trust me . because i mean what i said . -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
11:15 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
6 March . . .
nothing particular happen today . well . as i was sitting at the back then Adam sat beside me . when he turn around , he saw me then as usual , he look at me then turn to the back then say `` sya lehh`` -.- lol . and guess what . sya was sitting infront but not at the back . -.- . then during assembly period was so funny . omg . this is the most enjoyable assembly ever . me and Adam was laughing away madly . lol . then we will look at each other then laugh together out loud . =x . oooo . so fun . i`m loving it . especiialy with Adam ; the 24 hour joker . =x hehe .
hmm . Mrs So didn come today . dunno what happen . sick ? workshop ? lol . why am i caring so much bout her yet me myself has plenty of problems and stuff running in my mind . bla . well . feel so bored during lesson . i really miss my last year life . there will always be my two bestie beside me . Zi Xuan and Gladys . but now ? *sigh* i dun think i have any so call close friends in there . maybe shi min . maybe maverick . maybe shi nan . maybe pei han . maybe jia jie . maybe ivan . maybe jun long . only this few . last year i cant even use my fingers to count but now . *sigh* i feel so alone . ya . you may see me happily talking to them or joke or fool with them but you guys will never know how lonely i am .
things is the first time i felt so lonely . i hate the feeling of lonliness . *sigh* FREAK OFF `~
7th March . . .
well . today in school nothing much happen . only that in the hall was so funny . when i was standing up to go back to my class , suddenly i heard someone shouting my name then i thought i hear wrongly then again . i heard it the second time so i turn back realized is Syafi . haha . then he wave and smile to me . haha . so cute and funny . then coz fardly they all heard it then they shout my name too . lol . so funny . bla . they purposely do that but not syafi . because sya was sitting beside them . then when sya heard it he was smiling away . lol .
erm . didn study in school today . only chinese . *sigh* got minus 3 points from my BTR . bla . nvm nvm . i totally had no interest in his so call stupid lesson . who cares . prepare to fail my exams . bla . then when i went in to mother tongue class , Zi Xuan suddenly come to me then say :
Zi Xuan: Syakirin cry lehh .
Jolynn: huh ?!? why ?
Zi Xuan: cause when we are having P.E , he throw the ball towards the window and it broke . Then Mr Sarsi wants him to pay for it .
Jolynn: huh?!? omg . why like that . so poor thing .
Zi Xuan: when i see him crying i at there laughing sia .
Jolynn: what sia you . so evil ..
****End of conversation*****
then later not long after mavis came and told me bout this matter then i say `` zi xuan told me already`` ahha . was moodless through out the whole lesson . dunno why . many things running in my mind . all is about him . yuup . him .
recess time didn went to find Zi Xuan they all . then when i was looking at the "magnificent view" then suddenly sya ran past then while running he smile to me . lol . sat with Wei Jie . cause i was sighing away so she suspect something already . haha . so she say:
Wei Jie: why ?
Jolynn: huh . nothing lah . just feel sad lor .
Wei Jie: care to share ? maybe i can help you .
Jolynn: dunno lehh . just the sudden of feeling sad .
Wei Jie: ***look at me ****
Jolynn: yes ?
Wei Jie: ahah . nothing . i ask you arh .
Jolynn: yea ?
Wei Jie: if the person whom you like dun like you you will how ? sad?
Jolynn: yea . very sad .
Wei Jie: will you cry ?
Jolynn: maybe * most likely yes . i cried for him so many times during last year*
Wei Jie: then if the person whom you like like you lehh?
Jolynn: happy lah . lol . still need to ask mehh ?
Wei Jie: hahaha . i that time ask hiim whether he like you not . guess what he say?
Jolynn: what he say ?
Wei Jie: he nodd his head .
Jolynn: is it ? O.O
Wei Jie: then i ask him why he dun wanna tell you but he didn say then walk off `~
Jolynn: is it O.O lol .
*****end of this sweet conversation***
well . i felt kinda happy but i dun think what Wei Jie said to me is true . i think its the opposite . *sigh*
erm . . . today in class was boring . or maybe fun . nah . nvm . forget bout it . just that we have free period for 1 hour and 30 minutes . hehe . cause mrs so needs to analyze the total marks . hehe . from 11.30a.m to 12.30p.m 20+ people went to some do do compeition . then the class was only left with 17 pupils . hehe . so fun . so peaceful . then me n maverick was laughing away loudly . ahhaha . so funny . then use the time to read my comic but got no mood so talk with Shi Min . yea . bout Love . lol . then soon it was dismissal time . yay !
*sigh* i hate it . i hate it . damn . totally had no mood . nvm . *sigh* i will have a broken heart very soon . i thought that this heart will be mend but sigh . didn expect it to be hurt again .
- all i want is your love . am i asking too much ? -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:41 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Sunday, March 05, 2006
[x] i lovee y0u //*
7:07 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Saturday, March 04, 2006
i thought of many things after i got home today . him , friends , school , stuffs . particular everything stucked me . i tried to differentiate right from wrong . i thought about whats best for me . i`m not trying to be a bragger here but i kind of believe that i`m much more fortunate then many others . so why am i here pondering about all sorts of stupid problems when i can just move on ? . . . i found myself so corrupted , i bluff my way through life just to forget those torments and agonies .
well . got back my English , Maths and Mother tongue paper today . one word . GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT ! *sigh* well . my english got 61/85 . dun feel sad nor disappoint cause my results for english is always like this . but of coz there`s nothing to be proud of . hehe . i put in so much effort yet my result for mother tongue would turn out like this . i spent my weekends studying for my chinese . infact the only subject which i studied for is only chinese . but why would i still get a mark which is far way my expectation ? . is it due to the difficulity ? no . its not . its just because of my stupidity . i didn get 1st . not even 2nd nor 3rd . infact its 7th ! from a top 3 student drop till top 10 . got 42.5 / 50 . converted to 100 is 85 /100 . highest in class is 93/100 . big difference ! sigh . why ? even people like Yu Hui , Dan Ying , Chin Wee , Jia Mei get higher marks then me . i`m not saying that they are lousy or stupid but is that usually our result for mother tongue is like one heaven and one hell . the difference is really big but this year . they got higher then me . i know you people will be saying that thats because they put in loads of effort and i didn . if you think so i must say you people are totally wrong . i did . if i didn put in any effort why is it that i will be sad over my chinese result . if i didn put in any effort i wun have a target of getting 1st in class and an A* for it . if i didn , i wun be crying over split milk in class when i get back my chinese paper . but its because i did put in loads of effort, thats why i feel disappointed n sad .*sigh* now i then know why my results are so bad . its due to the teacher . i know u people will also be saying that if its because of the teacher why is it that people like yu hui , dan ying . . . etc will get higher then you for their chinese . ok for goodness sake . they went for tuition but i dun . bla .
as for my maths , i really got nothing to say . why ? thats because all the mistake which i made is due to me carelessness . not that i dunno how to solve the question but is that the careless mistakes which i had made . i got 42/50 converted to 100 is 84/100 . *sigh* from an A* to an A . it totally sucks to the core . well . now my only hope is my science . will i get an A* or an A ?
bla . today in class as usual me n ivan was laughing madly at maverick`s nonsense . haha . even mrs so join in the laughter . hehe . so you can see how funny maverick is . well . right after school went to the minimart . as usual . the group of us went to the bus-stop and slack . before dan ying and gladys came , me and xuan was talking then she say :
Zi Xuan: be careful lar . later sya call you .
Jolynn: huh ?!?
Zi Xuan: *laugh* sya know your number .
Jolynn: huh ?!? how he know ?
Zi Xuan: *laugh*
Jolynn : you told him ?
Zi Xuan: ahah . ya .
Jolynn: omg . you . you . you told him or he asked for it ?
Zi Xuan: he asked for it .
Jolynn: so you gave him my handphone number or house number ?
Zi Xuan: house number .
Jolynn: you must well give him my handphone number .
Zi Xuan: lol . i forgotten . is it 9832**** ?
Jolynn: yupp .
Zi Xuan: he know your blog too .
Jolynn: huh!?! *totally stunned* how he know ? you told him too ?
Zi Xuan: *twist* ahha . yupp .
Jolynn: omg you . how he know that i got a blog ? you told him ?
Zi Xuan: i dunno too . nope . i didn told him .
Jolynn: then who told him .
Zi Xuan: dunno `~
*******conversation between xuan n sya .******
Sya: you have Jolynn`s number ?
Zi Xuan: ya . why leh ?
Sya: just give me .
*****sya gave zi xuan his handbook to write my number on it****
after writing . . . .
Sya: what about her blog ?
Zi Xuan: how you know that she has a blog ?
Sya: why must i tell you ?
Zi Xuan: -.- . ok then .
*****then xuan wrote my blog add in his handbook too . ****
when me n xuan was talking , sya walk past me then zi xuan at there `` whoa whoa .`` -.- then sya went to the minimart . after awhile he came then just nice the bus came so he went to board the bus . when he was walking to the bus , zi xuan shouted `` syakirin !`` lol . he heard it but he didn turn back nor respond . ahah . too embarrass to do so .when we are talking , adam n hafiq came then adam never fail to say `` syakirin lehh?`` -.- then i told him he went home already but he dun believe me . lol . its true ok . he board the bus home already . bleahs .
ok . thats all for today . i really dun have the mood to continue posting . shall not say what the group of us did nor say . hehes . take care guys .
For my sisters , brothers , friends and mummy . especially him . well . if you guys get good results for your exams i conglates u guys . worker harder ok . get better results during the next exam then this one . ! but if you guys get a result that you`r not satisfied with or not good , ; like me . nvm . we will work harder okiiex ? make sure that we will get a satisfised and good result for our next exam ! lets work hard together guys . hehes . i love you people ! you people never fail to brighten up my day .
- love me like you once love me before . -
- are your feelings with me or is it with someone else ? -
last but not least . . .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ER JIE .! ! !
wahh . finally you`r 18 . a grown up pretty lady now . ahha . stay pretty and ``bimbo`` always !
[x] i lovee y0u //*
10:26 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Friday, March 03, 2006
hmm . today science paper was quite easy . haha . and i`m such a ginius . i went to the washroom at the exact timing . lol . because after i do finish my paper i went to the toilet and when i walk pass 6C , no one laugh , nor say things bout me n sya . lol . cause the time is not up yet so they cant talk . hehe .
today in the hall was sooo embarrass . because i was sitting at the back then Adam saw me then he keep making those funny action then when sya came too , he say `` Jolynn . sya lehh`` . then i look at him and roll my eyes . haha . then he keep repeating to me . -.- then because i was talking to pei han i think or starring into the space , xuan suddenly call me `` Jo Ning . Just now syakirin keep looking at you lehh . he look at you while he talk to Adam . `` thenn i say `` oh really ?~` lol . then she at there keep REALLY ! lol .
recess time when i was lining up to get my drinks haiqal came then he say `` syakirin lehh ? i didn see him sia `` *Act blur* . -.- then i say `` he there only what `` lol . now every body see me sure will have the word sya come out form the mouth one . standard line no change .
today in class was fun too . maverick keep making me and ivan laugh . lol . he`s just pro . he`s capable of making you laugh till your stomach hurts so much . lol . and you can laugh bout 5 minutes . lol . so funny . me and ivan was like 2 mad person laughing away non-stop . =x . then mrs so was also funny . ahaha . make the whole class laugh too . pei han also . lol . during 30 minutres of social studies me n ivan was laughing . hahha . cause ivan sat in front of me then cause maverick has no book so he sat beside me then he keep making me n ivan laugh . lol . soooo funny . then maverick keep making those funny , weird actions . ahahha .
get back my maths paper today . great disappointment . *sigh* i could actually get full marks for section B and C but due to my carelessness , i got 31/37 . 3 mistake all is because of my carelessness . *sigh* haven got to know section A cause the paper was still left unmark by the teachers . so nervous . maybe tomorrow will get back our mother tongue paper ! ahhhhhh . =x
ermmm . today euginia say what sya wrote `` wife: Jolynn , Shi Min . `` then euginia orh hor then he quickly make it to `` peter wife: Jolynn and Shi Min . `` lol . i dunn understand what does that mean . haha . then after school as usual me , zi xuan and dan ying slack at the bus-stop . then hazirah came to join us . before hazirah came dan ying say to me :
Dan Ying : sya like you lor . today in the hall me and zi xuan keep laughing cause sya keep looking at you .
Me: have mehh ? whenn . why i dunno .
Dan Ying: have lor . cause u starring in the space what .
Me: lol . yea mehh . didn notice that lehh .
then hazirah came and she told me this . . . .
Hazirah: can see that sya like u sia .
Me: huh ? whats make you say that ?
Hazirah: because today you walk past our class during exam what then coz sya was facing me and talking to me then when he see you walk past he stop talking to me then quickly face the front then use his hand to wipe across his face . like very embarrass like that .
Me: how come lehh ?
Hazirah: for example lah if you like a guy . then whenn you are talking to a boy right then just nice the person whom u like walk pass you . you surely will stop talking to the boy what cause you dun want the person whom you like to misunderstood .
Me: huh ? lol .
oh ya she also told me thiss .
Hazirah: now alot people use you to scare sya lehh .
Me: for example ?
Hazirah: cause just now in the class i told syakirin to get back to his own seat but he refuse . so dunno who sayy `` syakirin you dun go back later i tell jolynn ehh .`` then sya say `` what lah .`` .* lol . sounds very pissed off ~ haha
Me: lol . ya i know . now if like syakirin dun wanna obey rules or anything right they will say `` i tell jolynn ehh . or `` i later tell jolynn not to marry you ehh . . -.-
Hazirah: ya ya . hahaha . and that method works lor . when sya heard that right he will quickly went back to his seat or wadever he was told to do so .
ohh ya i remember this that there`s one time sya bully xuan n mummy then both of them say to him : later i tell jolynn not to marry you ehh if u continue to bully us .`` -.-
then we sat at the bus-stop there what then talk for awhile sya walk pass . he went to the bus-stop behind there and dunno do what . lol . then xuan they all see liao at there `` whoa .`` -.- then euginia go shout `` syakirin`` then point at me . lol . i think he look back lah . i dunno . cause i didn turn back as i can feel that my face start to turn red * embarrass * . hehe . thenn zi xuan see euginia shout she also follow . -_-" .
then one bus came then euginia n sya board the bus . then was so shock to see syafi , jian jie , denzel , zhao ming and azam in the bus . then i wave to euginia they all lor then coz sya was sitting at the back of the bus . i saw him looking at me . lol . i wanted to wave to him but too bad . he turn his head to the other side and talk to hafiq . while me n xuna n dan ying was talking , suddenly jun hao pop out from nowhere . lol . then before that a guy drop his money on the road then he didn take it so i told jun hao and he went to take . haha . soon 242 come so me n xuna n jun hao board the bus . in the bus 3 of us was laughing non-stop . haha . so fun . then soon reach gek poh so jun hao n xuan alight . eheh . left me alone so lonely . in the bus sing lonely . =x
`` yay! today is the last day of our paper . may all my sisters , brothers , mummy n friends get good marks worrx . especiialy him . good luck guys . ``
- what do mean that sometimes you like me but sometimes u dun ?-
- you left me with a broken heart -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
1:29 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Thursday, March 02, 2006
erm . nothing particular happen today . kinda bored . omg ! today mother tongue paper was soooooooo difficult . wanna faint man as soon as i look at the question . especiialy the 2nd comprehansion . wahh . i dun even understand what they are asking . lol . but nvm . i think i get it right cause most of us put the same answer . ahha . was panicking when i wrote the answer . ahha . cause the question is 4 marks and have to multiply by two which is equal to 8 ! and theres one more question too also 8 marks . so 8+8x2=16 ! omg ! lol . but nah . i dun think i wun get a single mark . more or less i will get maybe 14 ? lol .
hmm . because after exam i went to the toilet andd . . . . . *sigh* as usual the 6C pupils were laughing away . then Zi Xuan shouted `` Jo Ning`` lol . then i hack care her . lol . cause if i look inside right , i think i will faint . hahahha . then when i was walking back from the toilet i look inside their class then everyone was kinda like laughing at me then yee en went to sya there i think she say `` jolynn lehh`` while pointing at me then sya look at me then laugh until like very happy like that . lol . then i just cover my ears with my hand and ignore them . but i think he misunderstood lah . due to my reaction , i think he thinks that i dun like him anymore . lol . but nahh . no . i still like you . =xXx . lol . dunno .
today lesson was just soooo great and fun ! i`m lovin it `~ . maverick keep making me and ivan laugh . his jokes are just so hillarious . lol . thenn sooon dismissal ! hehe . then me , zi xuan , dan ying and gladys as usual sit at the bus stop and slack . ahah . keep talking n jokeing . then zi xuan n gladys keep shouting like nobodys business . lol . then cause one 242 bus came then i saw zulhilmi alight formt he bus so i say `` a . i thought he just now together with sya dunno go where`` then dan ying see the bus saw sya inside then she shout `` neh syakirin`` . then cause the bus door haven close so sya heard it he qucikly bend down then just nice i turn to look i cant see him cause he was bending down . lol . but i saw slightly of his head lah . ahha . then when the bus go he got up , turn back and smile to me . lol . actually i intend to board the bus which zulhimi alight from but i think in my heart `` sya also not in there . nvm lah . wait for one more bus to come`` then didn know that actually he was inside the bus . -.- lol .
in the bus was so fun . as usual me n zi xuan keep laughing like nobodys business . lol . then soon she alight from the bus . hehe .
hmm . tomorrow is science . last paper ! wishh all of my sisters , brothers , friends good luck . especially him ! hehe . jia you worrx . muackiexx to all . =)
- i still love you -
- did your feeling towards me change ? -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
2:25 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
*sigh* i hate myself . why am i also being so careless . *sigh* today maths paper was ok . not really that difficult as i expected . but . have 2 careless mistake if not maybe i will be very confident that i will get 91 above . but now . nah . impossible . stupid me . keep having careless mistake . *sigh*
during recess time was soo funny . me ,farhan , shi min and dunno who . lol . forgotten . was talking . so funny . then i keep saying my maths my maths then farhan at there `` ok ok`` hhahah . then i told him the answer lor then he say aiyah i anyhhow do one . lol . then shi min and the who was at there saying `` sya sya sya`` only farhan kept quiet . hahaha . only me n him know why . lol . then i say to him `` you dare to say `` ahaha . then he at there keep quiet . hahaha .
arghh ! so pissed off n embarrse . why ? people are going around the school to spread things about me & sya . dun they have nothing better to do then spouting nonsense . arghh .
ok . this conversation damn disguesting . stupid Adam . -.- . always make me feel soooooo embarrase .
conversation between sya n adam .*******
Adam: sya ! i saw jo . last time u all go there sex sex in toilet . ( what the hell . so gross )
Sya: .......... -.-
**end of this disguesting conversation****
***conversation between sya , adam n euginia ****
Adam: anyone in your house ?
Sya: ........... *hack care him cause he know Adam will say something about me and him*
just nice euginia heard it***
Euginia: why you ask that?
Adam: if there`s somebody home right , maybe sya bring Jolynn home then they naked . then they go into the kitchen and eat without their clothers . (omg . how can anyone be so disgusting)
*******endd of this bloody disguesting conversation .******
i also heard from zi xuan they all that Adam keep saying this like me and sya went into the toilet then what i take off all my clothes then what what what . so stupid . would he just shut the hell up . i dun mind him saying things like ``sya leh?`` `` your boyfriend`` oh so on . but things like that i will definately ask him to shut the hell up . its just so gross . and guess what . now 6C whole class knows about me and sya . how they know? from Adam . he went around to spread . then i cant believe it . even sya himself went to spread around .
Adam i understand lah . cause he is not involve what so he will go around and spread but sya ? what will he get ? he will only get embrasse . whenever people sees him , they will go like ``jolynn `` ``jolynn leh`` ``your stead lehh`` . . . wun he feel embarrase ? why must he want the whole world to know bout me and him and whats more is that i didn stead with him . and people tend to misunderstood that i stead with him . -.- omg . if they want to spread right also spread clearly what . cause so many misunderstanding . arghh ! and this concerns bout me n sya . not me only but also sya as he himself admit that he like me too .
i hate it . now people from 6C (most of the malay boys) whenever they see me they will go `` sya leh ?`` ``sya sya sya`` `` why never stead with sya`` . this is what i hear from them everyday . standard line no change ! arghh ! they just irritates me . but people like zulhaily , amir , hafiz . . . . . *people from 5C last year* wun . they just will like `` you stead with him arhh ?`` or ``you like sya arh?`` then after asking me , when they knows whats going on between me n sya they will not be like ADAM ! terrible .
when i went to the toilet , actually i wun look into sya class but i heard them laughing so i look in and people like MUMMY , ADAM and EUGINIA and many more. . .. . . . were laughing at me . they look at me then look at sya then keep laughing . then i heard `` sya sya`` then also `` jolynn jolynn`` -.- . sooo irritating . haiya . then sya very embarrase . he pretend that he didn hear and see anything . if he didn spread things like today wun happen !
then cause after school me , dan ying , xuan , denzel , jun hao , gladys n euginia was talking about the thinggs which adam said bout me and sya . then later i say `` why sya will spread ?`` then dan ying say `` must be he like u what . if not for example jun hao like u but u dun like him you sure will not spread one what `` then later because euginia was one of them who laugh at me when i was walking to the toilet so i say `` u all keep laughing sia `` then she say `` everytime you go to the toilet then walk past our class right , sya will look at you then smile one .`` lol . yea meh . ahha . dunno . because i dun dare to look into their class already . i dun want the history to repeat . lol . then cause the whole group of them was talking bout me n sya . only jun hao didn so i say `` jun hao you dun believe them ok . tmr i branjal you`` ahha . then he say `` ok!`` ahahah .
then cause zulhaily saw me then he say `` you have stead right ?~` then i say `` no`` then he say `` dun lie lah`` . this is what i call misunderstanding . lol . let me make myself clear . i didn stead with sya . maybe i will but now i`m not steading with him . -.-
wahh . i still feel sad for my maths . haiis . stupid me making stupid careless mistake . tmr is mother tongue . will i get 1st in class like last year ? getting band one ? will i ? i say its impossible . nahh . i dunno . maybe i will . because i did put in effort . i spend my weekends studying my chinese and some maths . nahh . i dunno .
today i stay back for the longest . haha . cause talk bout sya they all . then while talking i heard someone shouting my name then i see is qi hong , farhan and haziq . lol . then when they walk over coz i was sad bout my maths so i lean against gladys then qi hong say `` jolynn too ashame to face us`` then i say `` shut up lah ( in a very nice tone . not those angry one) haha . then later han look into the drain then he call my come then i say what thing then he say inside have chieken egg . ahahahha . only me n him n qi hong know . lol . after saying he faster run coz he know qi hong will chase him !
tmr is mother tongue . i always have confident in this subject but not this year . why . all because of mr tan . i know i`m not suppose to blame him but its the fact . his lesson is way toooo boring .
wish all my sisters , brothers , friends , mummy good luck in tmr paper . especially him . jia you worx .
- you make me wanna go lala -
- did u mean your words ? i dun think so . sad . broken heart . disappointed .-
[x] i lovee y0u //*
11:18 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
❤*[[_ The girl `-//*❤
i need you ,
`||`Neo Zhao Ming <3`||`
``smoker``
Agnes
AdrianoY
3rd October - dear dear❤`s birthday <3
